Rxeb wK †evb n‡Z cv‡i? Rxeb †Zv gvbyl bq| Rxeb wK Zvn‡j GKRb gvby‡li, we‡klZ †ev‡bi, cÖwZK…wZ? †mUv wK m¤¢e? wbðq m¤¢e| Zv bv n‡j gvngy`yj nK †Kb Rxeb‡K †evb ej‡Z hv‡eb? AšÍZ wbðq wZwb Ggb GK mvwnwZ¨K ev ˆkwíK cUf~wg iPbv K‡ib hv Zv‡K m¤¢eci K‡i †Zv‡j| †m cUf~wg ev¯Íe bv-I n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ ev¯Í‡evwPZ| †mUv KwíZ, wKsev ¯^‡cœi RMZ n‡jI ÿwZ †bB| Zv‡Z ˆkwíK wbg©vY‰kwji hyw³ I †mŠ›`h© _vK‡jB n‡jv| gvngy`yj n‡Ki Rxeb Avgvi †evb †mB ai‡bi Dcb¨vm hv Avgv‡`i GB iKg cÖ‡kœi m¤§yLxb K‡i, Avgv‡`i GBme cÖ‡kœi DËi LuyR‡Z cÖ‡Yv`bv †`q| GB DËi Luy‡R cvIqvB GKRb †ev×v cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q, AšÍZ GB Dcb¨v‡mi cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q, cÖ_g I cÖavb welq n‡q `uvovq| †Kbbv K_vwkí wn‡m‡e Zvi mv_©KZvi cÖkœwUI Gi m‡½ RwoZ|
gvngy`yj nK wek¦mvwn‡Z¨i g‡bv‡hvMx cvVK wQ‡jb| Zvi mg„× jvB‡eªwii K_v Avgiv Rvwb| eB‡qi cÖwZ Zvi gg‡Z¡i K_vI Avgv‡`i ARvbv bq| mgKvjxb wek¦mvwn‡Z¨i MwZ-cÖK…wZ m¤^‡Ü wZwb AeMZ wQ‡jb †mUv GKiKg wbwðZ| Rxeb Avgvi †evb Dcb¨v‡mI Zvi cwiPq †g‡j| GB MÖ‡š’i wewfbœ RvqMvq wek¦mvwnZ¨ I eyw×e„wËPP©vi AvKiMÖš’ Ges †jLK-eyw×Rxwei bvg e¨eüZ n‡q‡Q| GgbwK Zv‡`i iwPZ PwiÎ Ges †jLvi DׄwZI i‡q‡Q| GBme welq †_‡K GKwU cÖ‡kœi D‡`ªK nIqv ¯^vfvweK †h GB Dcb¨vm iPbvq gvngy`yj nK m‡PZbfv‡e cvðvZ¨ †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bv ixwZi Øviv cÖvwYZ n‡q _vK‡eb| Z‡e GK_v fzj‡j Pj‡e bv †h, evsjv Dcb¨v‡mi Rb¥B cwðgx mvwn‡Z¨i AbymiY I cÖfv‡e, Zvi weKv‡ki wbR¯^ †Kv‡bv BwZnvm-ci¤úiv †mB A‡_© †bB| Zvic‡iI †ivgvw›UKZv, AvaywbKZv, ev¯Íeev`, cÖf…wZ Z‡Ë¡i cÖ‡qv‡Mi †ÿ‡Î evsjv Dcb¨v‡mi wbR¯^ wKQz ˆewkó¨ ˆZwi n‡q wM‡qwQj| we‡klZ `yB P‡Ævcva¨vq– ew¼gP›`ª I kirP›`ª, Ges wZb e‡›`¨vcva¨vq– Zvivk¼i, wef~wZf~lY I gvwbK, evsjv Dcb¨v‡mi g~j aviv‡K K‡qK ai‡bi Q‡Ki g‡a¨ Ave× K‡i †d‡jwQ‡jb| GB e„‡Ëi evB‡i †ei nIqvi cÖ‡Póv KgB †`Lv †M‡Q| ev Zv‡`i cÖfve GZUvB kw³kvjx I e¨vcK †h Zv‡K AwZµg Kiv m¤¢e nqwb| ˆÎ‡jvK¨bv_, Awgqf~lY gRyg`vi, ˆmq` IqvjxDjøvn‡`i g‡Zv e¨wZµg †h G‡Kev‡iB †bB Zv Aek¨ bq| gvngy`yj nK‡KI GB e¨wZµgx‡`i `‡j †djv hvq| AvL¨vbweb¨vm Ges Avw½K‡KŠkjMZ wbR¯^ ixwZ Zv‡K GB K…wZZ¡ G‡b w`‡q‡Q| AšÍZ Rxeb Avgvi †evb m¤ú‡K© GK_v †Rvi w`‡qB ejv hvq|
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KvwnbxB †Kv‡bv GKwU Dcb¨v‡mi ïiæi K_v| Aek¨ ïayB Kvwnbx KL‡bv Dcb¨vm nq bv| Kvwnbx‡K AvL¨v‡b we¯—…Z Ki‡Z nq, Zvi m‡½ Ryo‡Z nq Av‡iv A‡bK wKQz| GB AvL¨vb iPbvi †KŠk‡ji Ic‡iB Avm‡j Jcb¨vwmK wn‡m‡e GKRb †jL‡Ki mvd‡j¨i wmsnfvM wbf©i K‡i| †mLv‡bB wbY©xZ nq Kvwnbx ev NUbvµg Kxfv‡e G‡Mv‡e, PwiÎiv Kxfv‡e Avm‡e-hv‡e, Kxfv‡e Kx ai‡bi AvPiY Ki‡e, Zvi cwiYwZ Kx n‡e, Ges Gm‡ei ga¨ w`‡q Kx Rxeb, Rxeb‡eva, `k©b ev `„wófw½ †ewi‡q Avm‡e, BZ¨vw`| Dcb¨v‡mi hZ ZË¡-weZK© Zv g~jZ AvL¨vb‡K †K›`ª K‡iB| Dcb¨v‡mi Avw½K AvL¨vb-web¨v‡mi m‡½B g~jZ m¤úwK©Z|
Kvwnbx‡K AvL¨v‡bi gv ejv P‡j| wKš‘ Kvwnbx Avi AvL¨v‡bi g‡a¨ cv_©K¨ we¯Íi| B Gg di÷vi Zvi weL¨vZ Avm‡cK&Um Ad w` b‡fj eB‡Z Gi PgrKvi e¨vL¨v w`‡q‡Qb, mswÿß I mnRZifv‡e| Kvwnbx I AvL¨vb `y‡UvB NUbv-ci¤úivi m~ÎeÜb e‡U, Z‡e Kvwnbxi ˆewkó¨ n‡jv cvV‡Ki g‡b Jrm~K¨ RvwM‡q †Zvjv, GKwU NUbv †kvbvi ci cvVK wR‡Ám Ki‡e– Gi ci Kx? A_©vr GUv n‡jv NUbvi ci¤úiv| Ab¨w`‡K AvL¨vb cvV‡Ki g‡b wPšÍvi ˆPZb¨‡K Dm‡K †`‡e, cvVK wb‡R‡KB wb‡R cÖkœ Ki‡e– †Kb, Kxfv‡e GgbwU n‡jv? GgbwU bv n‡q AgbwU n‡j wK Zvi cwiYwZ Ab¨Zi n‡Zv? BZ¨vKvi bvbvb cÖkœ Zv‡K RR©wiZ Ki‡e|
Rxeb Avgvi †evb-Gi Kvwnbx LyeB mswÿß, mvgvb¨, Ges AbvKl©Yxq| GUv‡K Kvwnbx ejvB P‡j bv| Dcb¨v‡mi m~Pbv, we¯Ívi I mgvwß A_©vr Avw`-ga¨-AšÍ †Kv‡bv Kvwnbxi Dchy³ bq| Zey †MvUv Dcb¨vmwU‡K †f‡½-Pz‡i Zvi Kvwnbxi GKUv QK ev mvivsk `uvo Kiv‡bv †h‡Z cv‡i| †mUv n‡jvÑ †LvKv I iÄy `yB fvB‡evb| †LvKvi Av‡iv `ywU †evb wQjÑ AÄy I gÄy| Zviv `yR‡bB ˆkk‡e cyKz‡i Wz‡e gviv †M‡Q| Zv‡`i gv †eu‡P †bB| wcZv PvKwii Kvi‡Y cvwK¯Ív‡b (ZrKvjxb cwðg cvwK¯Ívb) _v‡Kb| †LvKv I iÄy ci¯úi‡K Lye fvjev‡m| Zv‡`i ga¨Kvi m¤úK©Uv GZUvB mnR I gayi †h Zviv GKB m‡½, eq‡mi cv_©K¨ m‡Ë¡I, m‡nv`i‡ii AwZwi³ m¤ú‡K©I m¤úwK©ZÑ eÜz Zviv| ZLb 1971 mv‡ji gvP© gvm| mviv †`‡k D‡ËRbv| †`k `ªæZ i³ÿqx hy‡×i w`‡K GwM‡q P‡j‡Q| wKš‘ Gme wKQzB Uv‡b bv †LvKv‡K| †m _v‡K Zvi †evb‡K wb‡q| Zvi eÜy‡`i m‡½ AvÇv, IVv-emv, Avjvc-Av‡jvPbv meB Av‡Q| eÜziv mevB mg‡qi D‡ËRbvq Aw¯’i| wKš‘ †m †g‡Z _v‡K †evb Avi wb‡R‡K wb‡qB| ivRxe fv‡qi gva¨‡g Zvi cwiPq n‡qwQj Zvi ¯¿x bxjv fvwei m‡½| Zvi m‡½ ˆ`wnK †gjv‡gkvI n‡q hvq †LvKvi| Zvici †m m¤úK©I Zv‡K Avi AvKl©Y K‡i bv| cuwP‡k gvP© iv‡Z cvwK¯Ívbx †mbvevwnbxi µ¨vKWvD‡bi mgq †m AvUKv c‡o ivRxe fv‡qi evwo‡Z| `yw`b ci KviwdD DV‡j †m evwo‡Z †d‡i| G‡m †`‡L AvZ‡¼ evKkw³ nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q iÄy| Zv‡K wb‡q nvRvi nvRvi gvby‡li m‡½ cvjvq †LvKv, wbivc` Avkª‡qi mÜv‡b| R¡‡i AvµvšÍ nq iÄy| cw_g‡a¨ wekªv‡gi mgq Zviv cvwK¯Ívbx †mbv‡`i ¸wje„wói wkKvi nq| cÖvYf‡q cjvqgvb nvRvi nvRvi gvby‡li c`wcó n‡q gviv hvq iÄy| †evb‡K nvwi‡q †LvKv nZvkvMÖ¯Í n‡q c‡o| †m †f‡e cvq bv Kxfv‡e †m hvcb Ki‡e Zvi fwel¨Z Rxeb| n
